Assalammualaikum dan Salam Sejahtera....WOW..... it had been a long long long time since i write this blog....i skip one year (2015) without a pinch to write in a blog because i had forgotten to went to this blog for so long time....hai uolls.....how've you been?....i have so many stories want to write but i decided some of it i keep it on my own...deep in my heart as memories.....now im a mother of a one beautiful daughter...i gave birth at 10 Mac 2015 and now she's 1 year and 7 month old....how naughty she is...sometimes she gave me joy and cries also sometimes...i like to write this blog in english because my facilitator wants me to improve in my english both speaking and writing hihihi....and im still searching and seraching for myself to be a good person, wife and mother....i decided to learn to know ALLAH first in my way, because before this i must have been in a drastic way to change without knowing why and i realised that i have to change slowly according to my situation....some of kejadian that happen made me think deeply and thoughtfully to becareful of my action without melulu act of mine.  i try to dress in a appropriate way and maintain my armsock and muslimah socks and i began to buy shawl little by little at least to cover my aurah....in a moderate way without overact it.  i like this type of new me....i began to like high heels again, natural makeup, glitter shawl, corak shawl (sorry manglish because i dont know the word a bit hihi)...i try to keep no tight cloth....insyallah....ok....that's it for now...if im in the mood i will write again in my blog...adios.....amigos..i failed...verily...